Freak City Soundtrack

Did you still remember what dream that you had last night? two night before, or maybe 1 week ago? I’m sure some of you were not. When I woke up in the morning, I used to stay on my bed for few minutes and my mind rewind the dream (if any) that I had last night. If I could memorize, then I used to go deeply on my dreams story. Well it is sounds weird for some of you to understand this, but please let me continue my story.

Somehow, my dreams show me some signs of what might happened in the future. Well you should underline the word of might alright. I don’t have sixth sense either. But it is very often for me when I had a strange dreams (strange means an unusual dreams) like I met someone that I never met for quite sometime, or I dream of my family, my co-workers or even someone that already passed away. I believed that every dream have their own meaning. No doubt about it. So for instance, I will give an example of a dream that I had early of this year. The dream tells about “I’ll fly on a plane to place that no one knew, which I carried my huge suitcase as well”. I asked to my housemaid (who also can interpret a dream very well) about it, and she said that I’ll have some long trip and stay for quite sometime. And you know what, a week after she interpret my dream, I got a phone call that I was accepted to continue my study to abroad. You may believe or not, it is up to you. But it happened to me.

Recently, less than 1 month ago, I had another unusual dream. I dream about my friends, they were couple. Actually, I couldn’t memorize the dream clearly. But they have a long distance relationship afterwards. Few days later I met him and he said that the girl has just left him away. He said that she met with someone and now they’re seeing each other. She explained that she can not wait for him in uncertainty condition. She gave many reasons that he try so hard to understand and accept it. In the other hands, she didn’t give him any chance to explain what went wrong in their relationship. Since she’s already with someone else now, he felt that is so unfair because how easy she can turn to other guy. I felt so sorry for him. She just broke his heart into thousand pieces. He told me that, he thought she will wait for him until he came back to her city, or maybe he just wastes her time away. To wait a guy like him probably is unworthy enough for her.

Now, my friend has lost his spirit to do anything. He looks so depressed. Sometimes I found him stood or sit with an empty eye. I try to support him to forget her at once. There’s nothing he can do if she doesn’t want to continue the relationship anymore. Unfortunately, she didn’t give him any chance to explain the reasons. What I proud with my friend is, no matter how she hurt him so bad and she left him away, he still love her very much and he believe that someday they’re love will meet each other again.

How does it feel like, when you think that you can count on to someone, then he/she just turns it away from you without giving any reason? Or he/she give you reasons but you have to understand and accept it. I believe some of you have ever felt the same like my friend does.

The moral of this story? When you had a dream at night, it might be happen in the future. When someone loves or care to you, please don’t try to hurt their feelings. I know how it feels like. It feels like a dozen of knife was stabbed in to your heart. At the end, please not hurt each other will you, let us make peace/love not hate.